There’s been a lot of drama and the like within my group of friends recently, and it’s making me realize a few things: 

One, that I am (at least partially) surrounded by some toxic people, and two; that I can no longer rely on other people to keep me happy. 

For the longest time (and this still applies especially with certain people) I’m only alright when I’m talking to others and keeping my mind off of itself. But with all of the arguments and things, that seems to be less effective. I’m not sure how I’m going to do it, but I need to try and mend myself. 

It also doesn’t help that I’m developing a crush for the millionth time. Welp.